Cookie Clicker

So I believe this has become a place for me to share my feelings, and tell you about my current life, but mostly it has become a place to share my obsessions, the stuff that makes me passionate and mostly CRAZY!

And this time it's no exception, I have decided to share with you the thing that currently makes my time disappear in an instant, it's what I'm thinking of all the time, the thing that makes me forget about my worries, responsibilities, and basically anything that currently sucks in my life.

The thing I'm talking about is a game called Cookie Clicker.


But you're probably wondering, what is this thing you're talking about? why is it so great? And the answer is: I don't know.

It just have something that compels you to play it. Basically you click one big cookie that appears on the screen, and by this click you make more cookies, and then with this cookies you just made you can buy grandmas to bake them for you, or cursors that click automatically for you. And it's really enthralling to watch the number of the cookies you have increase and increase!!!! And before you know it, you have been playing 24 hours. This obsession with the number of cookies you have is probably due to something in our minds that makes us want to have more and more! But I don't care, it's just an obsession that I cannot stop now and it's a great way to forget about anything depressing in my life.

So here you go, if you still don't know what the hell I'm talking about you can go check out the game HERE!, and if you get obsessed and it causes you to fail in life, you can probably blame me haha.

Btw, the guy that made this is called Orteil and is a french programmer who created this game in a night when he was bored, so if you're obsessed you can blame him! And if you already knew about this life-sucking-void, and know what the hell I'm talking about when I mention cookies per second, I'll just tell you that I currently have 1,800,000,000 cookies per second, hahaha, and I started playing on saturday!!

Arctic Monkeys - AM

Have you watched this???? It's simple perfection! That man and his voice are just... I don't even have words to express them. The whole album is FLAWLESS! I have been listening to it on repeat, although if you listen to it you'll find out that the best songs are the ones that have questions on their titles haha.

And yeah, I just can't say anymore.

And while you recover from such perfection I'll just tell you a little about my life. For example, right now I'm procrastinating because I'm overwhelmed by everything I have to do this week. Also, my life is been "good" right now, not great or bad, just good! Although that's debatable, because I've just not been doing so great in college. But what can you do?

Also, I'll just leave this here, and I won't be responsible for the consequences.


This is Lohanthony, and you're welcome. He calls himself that because he is the son of Lindsey Lohan and Britney Spears, so yeah.... hahah ENJOY!

Find him HERE.

Heartbreak Girl - Troye Sivan Cover

So this video has been my obsession, and it's not because I liked 5SOS before, of course I had listened to this song before!, but I didn't think anything about it. But now that Troye has made a cover of it, I regard it in a total different light. I was actually a little dazzled for a while after watching the video for the first time. Now that I think about it, it was actually funny how amazed I was by this song. It's just the expressions while he sings it... you get me?... it's just....!! And the lyrics just took a total deeper meaning when he sings them.

But returning to Troye, I'm kinda sad that I've been such a slop and haven't continued with my posts about youtubers, because I really wanted to tell you all about Troye before...

He's just so amazing, he's an aussie youtuber and he first came to my attention when Caspar mentioned him in one of his videos, because he was actually born in South Africa but moved to Australia when he was young, so he kind of has a double nationality.

But regarding his videos, he's just so funny and easy to relate to, he talks about his obsession with tumblr, his bad sleeping habits, and laziness in general, all of them stuff I can definitely relate to!!! HA!! And that's without mentioning his amazing eyes, cute wink, and cuteness in general!

So go check out his youtube channel HERE, or Tumblr, or Twitter.

Another interesting fact about him is that he is an actor, he appeared in X-men and has a couple of movies called Spud where he is the main character! I actually watched the first one just because he was in it, and I got kind of hooked. haha

Caspar Lee

So it's been hard to choose which youtuber to do next, I was between choosing the youtubers I watched first in chronological order, or simply posting the ones I loved the most first. I guess I decided to post the youtubers I love the most haha.

And I guess it's wasn't difficult for me to choose Caspar Lee. haha

He is a south african youtuber with over one million subscribers. You can find his YouTube channel HERE!!!

And it's not just because he is handsome, because he is, damn yeah he is! But when I first found his channel, I started watching all his videos from the beginning, and he was just so real, he was a kid obsessed with the internet but really funny. But his kind of funny it's not the one that is obvious, it's more like a goofy, dumb, and cheeky sense of humor.

Honestly, at first I thought he was kinda weird, but he just grew on me. Before I realized it, I had already subscribed to his channel, and every week I was looking forward to a new video. It was insane!

All his fans call him a slut, and he encourages it! And it's not an insult, it's true, he can't help but flirt with every living girl, or boy depending on the occasion haha. But it doesn't annoy me, in fact it's refreshing because he admits he's like that and doesn't try to hide it. What I like even more, it's that other youtubers, when they are in the middle of a mob of girls, are like scared and even cold with their fans, but Caspar, he just takes it in stride. He just stops, talks with the girls, hugs them and takes photos with them. It's something I've noticed by watching his vlogs, but he seems like a truly nice person. He doesn't seem snobby or cold, he's just his usual funny self.

Also, after collaborating with many famous youtubers, like jacksgap, he became hugely famous. But he's still down to earth. I don't know, he's just so easy to relate to. Here are some of my favorite youtube videos:



Just listen to his south african accent, sigh... And those eyes... haha But seriously, check him out! I follow him everywhere, here are his social networks.

Youtube
Twitter
Instagram
Tumblr
Facebook

Avicii - Wake Me Up

Soooooo haha I've been basically obsessed with this song since I first heard it, and it didn't help that I've been listening to it all day, everywhere I go! Even on the youtube vlogs I've watched today, like this one:



Marcus is such a darling! But don't be afraid, even though this week I kinda abandoned the blog I will continue with my series of posts about youtubers!

Look at this cute thing I found, consider it a sneak peek, they are just too cute here (except Sam Pepper, I hate him so don't expect me to blog about him!).

And about my updated from my life lately, I just have to say that today was spent on the pursue of perfecting my hair, it's been and arduous and painful process, I guess it's inevitable when I'm determined to grow my hair to waist length while bleaching it and coloring at the same time, my poor hair... but don't worry I'll take good care of it and bring it back to it's former glory with the help of miraculous hair products! haha

Jacksgap

So I probably should tell you all a little bit about how I got introduced into all this YouTube madness. And let me tell you something, before all of this I had never considered YouTube as a social network, for me it was just this place where I occasionally saw funny videos, but mostly just used to watch music videos.

And of course I had known about famous youtubers, but I only watched them randomly,  some of them were Ray William Johnson, NigaHiga and Shane Dawson. But it all started on Tumblr. One day I was just randomly watching pictures when I saw these cute twins, and then I found out they were youtubers, so I just HAD to watch their videos. And after a quick google search I found their YouTube channel. You can find it HERE!!!

 Just look at their cute faces, I can't even...

As you probably know, if you have seen their videos, is that I was instantly hooked. I watched ALL of their videos in a few hours. It was just hard to resist these cute twins and their funny personalities.

So let me introduce you to Jack and Finn Harries. I think they are 20 years old. Their whole YouTube channel started when Jack decided to take a gap year instead of going to college. So during this whole gap year he wanted to document his travels and everything he did for his friends. But on one of his videos he decided to tell everyone that he had a twin! So then he introduced us to his brother Finn!! They were instantly catapulted to YouTube stardom.

So in the videos in where they appear together they mostly do challenges, open fan mail, make collaborations with other youtubers and record their travels. Mostly they are just fun and cheeky. Yes, cheeky! Be prepared that if you start watching this videos you will be introduced to a lot of British slang.

This was the video that started it all!

Many fans have their favorite twin, some just love Finn for his seriousness and all, while others like Jack for being upbeat and funny. Personally I like them both. Although some people have a hard time finding out who is who, now I probably am able to differentiate between the two, a great help is their hair because they style it differently.  

But after all this, I became a HUGE fan!! I follow them on instagrams, here's Jack's and Finn's, on Twitter, Jack's twitter and Finn's twitter, and they also have tumblr, Jack's and Finn's (personally I like Finn's better, probably because he posts more haha). And obviously I subscribed to their YouTube channel , that now has over two million subscribers, it's crazy really how famous they have become! Now they have hoards of screaming girls following them, specially now that they are in VidCon, which is a convention in LA where all the youtubers come together and meet their fans.

But really how they can help it with a smile like this!

Or this one!!

Really, I should stop now before I continue with the tumblr gifs, or I'll go mad!! But I definitely recommend you to search for jack and finn harries on tumblr, it's just amazing really!! sigh...

God I wonder if all the boys in the UK are this hot?, first one direction, and then this whole batch of british youtubers, what do they have in their genes that makes them so amazing???!!

 Just look at their cuteness... sigh...

Youtubers

So I've been checking out my blog, really it's great that many people are reading it lately, even if I had kind of forgotten it for the past SIX MONTHS!

But really, when I began keeping a blog I knew that it wasn't easy to have a popular blog so I kind of expected to go unnoticed by the internet (yeah I know, I have low expectations). This blog was for me a pure, unadulterated place where I could just come to rant (when I didn't have anyone to listen to me), and basically document all the things that I love, just so I could come back in ten years and remember or resurrect all the things who make me who I am right now.

Although lately I began posting again, yay!, but it has been mostly me writing about depressing stuff in my life... So I decided to go back to my roots and start posting stuff again that I just love and make me extremely happy. God, just bear with me, because when I get started I start to explain all the awesomeness of books, music, movies, tv series, artists, photographers, manga, anime, and cute guys! Basically, I'm always fangirling all over the place!!!

But what makes me happy lately and is my latest obsession lately is this:

YOUTUBERS (specially british youtubers)

I mean, I'm basically glued to youtube now, refreshing my feed to see what new video has come out, I'm basically a stalker. But it's like their asking me to be a stalker, what with them posting daily blogs, asking me to follow them on twitter, instagram, tumblr, etc. sigh...

So to express all my "passion", I'm probably gonna make a post for each of my favorite youtubers and tell you a bit about them, how they make me feel (you know, the feels), (how they are soooo cute haha), and my favorite videos. You know, just so I can keep an archive, it's totally not because I can't stop talking about them, and the people around me are sick of listening to me talk about strange people in youtube, and they totally don't get it!, and basically they are scared of my stalkerish tendencies with these boys!!! Totally not because of this!!!!!!!! haha

Basically my life right now...

OMG, I need to stop this rant, I started looking pictures of them on tumblr, and it was basically a black hole!, the cute selfies, the gifs, the twitter snapshots, pics of them on vidcon, tyler flirting with troye, just too much!!!

Opening Up

I guess what I'm feeling right now is an overwhelming of new feelings. Feelings that I had chosen to ignore before. This is probably an after-effect of taking a more open philosophy in my life... I'm so emotional now that is funny (now I'm a crybaby, I even cry at silly movies!).

Before I just didn't care about anything, I ignored people and I cared shit when they told me their problems, so I guess that I was a bad friend... I probably shouldn't care now when they betray me.

But the problem is, now I do.

Opening up to good feelings also leads up to feeling the bad ones. Everything has a dark side. What is up for me now, is deciding if it's worth to feel this sadness. Because I'm sad, I'm sooo sad that I could scream and cry for hours.

But now I have to decide if I'm going back to what I was before, a cold, lonely, insensitive robot, or become a whole being surrounded by people who truly care about me. Because if I manage to fully open up, that's what I'll get, true friends, or at least friends that truly now the real me and accept me for what I am.

I guess now I can only hold on and get rid of the things or people who only hurt me, drag me down, and basically believe they can treat me like trash. Because I want to be a better person and I believe there's still hope for me.

God, I should just shut up, I'm even tired of my sensitive crap! Now you can see me introducing color in my life (the colorful photo in this post instead of the depressing black and white pictures in previous posts) haha, and I'll leave with a very feel good song that I've been hearing lately!

Good Things

So yeah! Just reporting that I've been feeling better, but you probably don't really care!

OMG!  I just realized that I sound soooo cliche talking about depressing stuff and all.

So I decided to take a new life philosophy and this includes saying yes to every opportunity that presents itself to me and has the potential of improving my life (like the movie Yes Man but less intense). So due to this I may or may not have tasted some umm... illegal stuff in some parties, but it made me happy! (and this is an understatement ha!). And also moving to more improving stuff, I'll be participating on a dance tour in the countryside for my belly-dance club and will also participate in this kind of Olympics between Guatemalan colleges, but of the academic kind. Ha ha, I'm such a nerd! But most probably I'm just lazy, because I want to learn some topics now before I take some classes next year so I won't have to study then, HA! again!! hahaha

Improvements

So after I last wrote, I was still feeling really bad for myself, but I decided that it was too pitiful to keep staying in my house moping. So I guess I decided to just ignore that I have problems with what seems to be the solution to all problems for teenagers: ALCOHOL. hahaha

I spent a whole day with the kind of drunken and crazy adventures that always happen in a movie like hangover. Classic, don't you think??  This involved crazy and pretty drinks, drunken games and problems with the police hahaha....

But the good thing that came out of it, is that I finally got to meet people from college that I practically had been with in ALL my classes, but it seems that they never had gotten the courage to speak with me before because I just seemed too aloof or unapproachable. It's all just a big irony, ha! And what is best is that for a moment, when I was drinking, I bought into the illusion that I was truly happy during that moment, I guess that is the power of alcohol.