I've reached a new level of emptiness, but there's nothing I can do, so for now I'll just keep writing.
I'm hoping that by being so bored and exhausted of my incompetence and laziness during this month I will get invigorated to face another year. But seriously I don't have much hope.... What I do all day is cry... Seing happiness makes me cry... reading romance stories makes me cry, even more than normal because I remember what I don't have... And even listening to music I like makes me cry... I'm so hopeless.... sigh.....
So when I find something that makes me happy for an instant I try to remember it and store it to prevent future sadness. This is some of that stuff:
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