This are the books that I've been reading. And after finishing both books I was filled with this realization of how life is in school and how sometimes I'm part of this total stupid system. It made me think of how I treat my friends, my family, the people around me and life in general. And how every little thing we do or says affects many people in very different ways. I know it sound cheesy or stupid or whatever... but my world seems different now because I changed drastically the way I think, I only hope that I can apply it to my life... the book that made me think more was Before I Fall because somehow it brought me back to my childhood and made me think how children act stupid at times and hurt others and mainly it brought back feelings and memories that were buried inside. And some of them I buried myself for various reasons. This I realized when reading this other book:
While I was reading this book I realized that I had done many things similar to the main character. Maybe I hadn't moved from city to city but when things turned bad for me I just escaped, discarded friends and just moved to the next place. And then I realized that the things that made me run away finally affected me and I remembered that I really treasured those friends that I left myself. And for the first time it affected and I just broke down crying. After crying myself out I decided that I want to change. And for starters I decided that I'm gonna cut all my hair and leave it really short by the end of the week. I'll write you later with the results. ; )
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